something's probably wrong if your heart is threatening to pound out of your chest, but there's nothing around you that could possibly be the cause of this increased heart rate.
am i dying?

YES!
WOOHOO :D
i spent my 8pm to 9pm watching the best show EVER on TV :D
Channel V's Videoscope was featuring... DBSK! :D
okay actually i only started watching from 8.15pm onwards because i didn't know there was such a program. then i turned on the tv and walked to the kitchen, but halfway while walking i heard Rising Sun playing on TV so i ran to the TV to watch HAHA. i thought they were randomly playing the music video but noooo, it was one whole hour dedicated to DBSK :D
i was damn excited omg!
but obviously nobody shared my excitement. my brother would probably have had some interest in it but he went out for dinner. and my dad just looked at the screen, then went upstairs. ._. totally uninterested. sad. oh and when i pointed to the TV and said "that's my favourite band!", he asked "is it F4?" then i was like D: . totally D: x3487141824142 haha
anyway that meant i had the whole TV to myself :D
wow it's damn cool to watch MV after MV all showing DBSK's songs, and even cooler to be watching on a big TV screen rather than the small youtube box. haha!
they played Rising Sun, O, Purple Line, Lovin' You, Mirotic, Beautiful You, Wrong Number, Doushite and Share The World :D so many! hehehe i was super happy while watching man.


hmm.
i wonder if my dad ever wonders why even though he has such good genes, apparently none of them passed on to me and he ended up with such a brainless daughter ._.
he was holding a bottle of wine that someone gave him for his birthday, then he pointed to it and said "this bottle costs $200."
and to which i replied "huh, then how much does the wine inside cost?"
then there was literally a dramatic silence because he was staring at me, my maid was silent, and i was seriously wondering. and then suddenly i realised what he meant when he said the bottle cost $200 ._.
and then my dad sort of sighed, called me a joker, and then went downstairs to put the bottle of wine in the wine fridge.
SHUCKS MAN!

and plus my amazing grades! if the grades range was from A to Z instead of A-E,S,U then i think i would get ZZZZZ which would totally reflect why i have such grades. because i always sleep.
why am i perpetually tired -_- i think i need some permanent caffeine boost or permanent sugar high. something to keep me awake when i'm supposed to be awake. i'm really super pig, i was doing math today then i fell asleep for half an hour. best.

heh i spent the whole day at home... working! seriously. i think our Time Tunnel powerpoint is almost done, i just need to add in animations, more pics, etc. okay maybe it is not almost done. oh no! no lah the rest should be quite easy to do. go iris :D
oh and i finally uploaded overdue photos from our SGS reunion at HF's house, yay :D
hai. i really want to go shopping man. :/ there are a lot of things that i wanna buy! okay, see how. don't think i'll be able to go shopping tomorrow or anytime soon. haha, too bad!
alright i shall stop here.
bye :D

i think i'm like quite high now thanks to my 1 hr of DBSK :D

D<
PIG
i cannot believe i slept so much today
and i am still sleepy. -_-

PIGPIGPIGPIG.

k back to work ><

omg chem is killing me. KILLING!!! ):
horrible horrible horrible I feel like I don't know anything! Haha okay maybe not that I don't know anything. I know how to draw the chem bonding stuff! Because someone's a good teacher (: and I'm not being sarcastic :D and I'm not referring to Ching either HAHA.
Sad, I feel like chem bonding's the only thing I know now. Shall go back to mugging! (: last minute cramming for the win :/

Yes, 3 more days to go and blocks are OVER! Hope that I won't screw up the next 3 papers like I did for the previous 2. Econs was a very traumatic experience, complete with headache, mental block, hand cramps and trembling hands, not to mention lack of time. Never mind. It's over so I should just think about chem now!
Lunch with my bro tomorrow, he wants to eat KFC! And I just told trish yesterday that it's fattening HAHA. Is this karma?! LOL ok.
really need to go study, bye (:

Super super looking forward to Friday!! :D it will finally be goodbye to blocks :D

Hello :)
I'm not slacking! Well, not really. I'm printing econs stuff now so while waiting for them to print, here I am blogging :/

omg, 1 down and 4 to go! please let this week just zoom past.
if 28 days of holidays could have passed by soooo quickly, i guess 5 days of blocks will pass by quite quickly too. hope so! and i hope i don't majorly screw up my blocks -.- roarrrrrr

Haha what did I do today!

1. Set my alarms at 8.30am
2. At 8.30am, I woke up to turn off all the alarms and reset one of them to 9.30am.
3. At 9.30am, I turned off the alarm and WENT BACK TO SLEEP -.-
4. Woke up at 10am
5. Bathed, then woke my brother up.
6. Ate breakfast while watching tv and reading GP notes. Super multitask!
7. My brother woke up and so we ate lunch
8. After lunch, I changed into my uniform (haven't worn it in super long!)
9. Then my brother drove me to school. Yay
10. I gave him wrong directions (told him to go right instead of left :/)
11. We detoured but never mind, I wasn't late :D
12. Met HF and she passed me a pretty envelope with a pretty photo :) Thanks! Met other 406ers along the way too :D
13. Met BFFs at class bench and then we went up to the hall together!
14. OMG we were super scared the moment we stepped into the hall :/ Damn stressed.
15. Put our bags at the back of the hall.
16. GP Paper 1! And I almost died because of something very stupid @$*&!$!$. Idiot.
17. Had break, walked around with BFFs
18. GP Paper 2! Ok this time I really died. -.- I thought until I had a headache, D<
19. Walked BFFs out of school, then walked back in.
20. Went to the canteen, avoided people, walked to the class benches and met 406ers again, haha! Mini 406 gathering.
21. Went back to the canteen again and met Biancaaaa :D So I sat with her and waited for my brother while she waited for her mother.
22. Brother came and fetched me home :)

Oh man, there are so few people online now. Now i feel a bit guilty for using the computer. Nvm, i'm printing econs things. Haha, good consolation.
OH NO stressed :(
Math and Bio papers are going to be in classrooms @$@&^$@ NO I DON'T WANT :( I think the hall is better than classrooms. Maybe I'm weird or something lah, don't care. I prefer hall. >< The atmosphere's better there haha :)

I just sneakily ate a gummy dinosaur since my maid wasn't in the kitchen. Dinner soon. I still have a headache. Irritating lah. Must survive to study econs like mad tonight. And yet I'm sleepy now.
ROAR :(
brother's not eating dinner and dad's overseas. hahaha you know what that means lah ._. 二人世界 with my maid again. I don't care, I will eat faster today. BUT HOW? I think it's damn difficult to eat super fast leh ._. Ok nvm, as long as I finish earlier than her, I won't be left pathetically at the dining table. Or even better, finish at the same time. Then nobody will be left pathetically behind at the dining table.
I'm so nice lah hahahahha okay.
Oh man why is my computer so screwed up. :( Sad.

Shall end here.
Bye :)

SUPER MUGGING TOMORROW. with red cape and red underwear HAHAH omg i am talking rubbish.
okay i think i'm like too tired to function properly. listening to the song Superman now, totally coincidental!

yesterday and today was :) :) :)

must mug tomorrow! i will be productive! nono, WE will be productive :D :D :D
okay i am tired now, gonna sleep soon. bye :)

ARGH.
Being sick sucks to the core, wth. I totally hate this and I totally hate the fact that I had this same stupid migraine 2 Sundays ago, and now it's back with a vengeance -.- idiotttttt!
Evil evil migraine, please go away ): I've had enough of suffering from you, ROAR.
I eat breakfast, I throw up ):
I take medicine, I throw up like less than 5 min later, best.
I sit in the car and sleep, I throw up again when I wake up and step out of the car.

Ok at least I managed to keep my lunch in my stomach after great effort. Dammit lah roar why am I so weak! Sad sad sad ):
and I have a nice nice dinner tonight to celebrate fathers' day and my father's birthday which is on Wednesday. Okay. Therefore I shall sleep. Sian now I cannot study already ): ruined my plans! Just like 2 weeks ago, sigh.

Blah. Goodnight, world. Going to sleep now because I just took my medicine and it causes drowsiness.
Bye (: I still have a migraine ): sad, pathetic me. ROAR!

1. Ran + walked + jogged 4km with my brother today (OMG almost died), we went to ECP and back :D
2. Had an "okay" lunch with my brother. Not horrible, not delicious, but just "okay". Haha I think that's considered good for my maid already.
3. Went for a car ride with my brother because he needed to pump petrol for his car. :D
4. Bought food and drinks (caramel corn and pocky! hehe) but the petrol station had no Meiji milk, sad :(
5. :) then :| then :/ then D< then :) again
6. MUG! mug mug mug mug mug mug.
7. Had an early dinner which was beyond pathetic because I just sat at the big table ALONE. -.- My maid didn't want to eat an early dinner so I had to eat alone, thanks man. 
8. Thanks to eating alone, I ate the fastest dinner of my life. I think I finished eating in 10-15 minutes. @$&@$&@$ i hate eating alone.
9. My brother went to sing karaoke with his friends! And my dad is going to be home late. Same as yesterday, alone at home with my maid.
10. Having PW online meeting now! Shall go concentrate on my meeting :)
11. Ms Huo's wedding tomorrow OMG :O that's fast.
12. Need to mug mug mug :( Hate blocks to the max! COME ON SWINE FLU, I want one more week of holidays :D
13. BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE !

THREE more days :D :D

goodmorning (:

don't ask me why i'm up at this time again. i think it's because i slept before dinner just now so i'm quite awake now.
i love love love DBSK's new song Stand By U :D it's so super nice! everyone should go and listen to it!

( bored and awake :(  )

my post is so senseless hahahah but when have i ever made sense anyway ):
goodnight! (:

:D :D :D :D 
hehehehehe :D
i can count the days left with only one hand!
(: (: (:


yay, today went out with joleen to mugggg :D
we were super fail at first HAHA. couldn't decide where to eat and took super long to arrive at a "choose 1, 2 or 3" kind of decision :/
ended up at mos HAHA, sat at the exact same place as last time O:
hahah then we went to the NLB! failed at finding seat again, so we went to sit at our usual spot. got chased away after 1hour plus! so we roamed around looking for places to go :/ and ended up at city hall HAHA :D
so we went to.. library@esplanade! omg, damn cool place :D super super nice with super cool stuff, no normal books there. only have like, music scores and dvds and cds, etc :D
hahah and i got lost looking for the toilet -.- which wasn't even on the same level, best.
yep so we studied until around 5oclock then we decided to stop!
walked a weird way to the mrt station haha! but we still managed to arrive at the mrt station lah, so it's okay HAHA
haha yay for beantwins :D

today i walked home from the mrt station! and then there was this girl who was behind me at the traffic light, and then she overtook me so in the end i was walking behind her. then as we walked and walked, we were the only 2 people on the whole stretch of road, and then at every junction i expected her to turn and walk in because i didn't think anybody would live as far up the hill as i do.
but then every junction we passed by, she didn't walk in! and all the way until i reached my front gate, she was still in front of me :O and when i went into my house, she crossed the road to the street opposite my house.
haha, i was sort of laughing to myself throughout the journey because it's quite funny how we were walking so near to each other and walking the same way but totally not acknowledging each other.
she tripped at one point of time. and i accidentally stepped down on a drain really loudly at another point of time.
i think i should go make friends with her. haha then next time i will have someone to walk home with :)
but ohwell, i don't even know where she lives!

BACK TO STUDYING!
think i've procrastinated a lot :( and i fell asleep while studying my econs on the bed just now.
see joleen?! i told you i would fall asleep lor D: haha!

alright, bye :D
<('.'<) <('.'^) (^'.'^) (^'.')> (>'.')> (>'.'v) (v'.'v) <('.'v) <('.'<)  
[haha hsin fang]

CHECK THIS OUT :D what an apt description LOL

Iris

CHEM TEST = WASTE OF TIME ): ): ):
At least it forces me to study.. But omg super waste time D< and if it's only half an hour long and she releases us after that then I'll be quite happy but irritated also? LOL ok. Leaving the house soon I:
nice brother's fetching me yay :D

six! (:

HAHA this is so funny! and cool! (literally too, i think)

"Sleep with the Penguins" Family Camp
(2 Days 1 Night)

13 - 14 June 2009 
New dates! 12 and 13 December 2009 (Saturday and Sunday)

Get your sleeping bags ready for a cozy family sleepover with our charming penguins. Be entertained by a series of mind-stimulating activities that involve family fun and participation.

from: http://www.birdpark.com.sg/education/FamilyCampSleepPenguins.html

HAHA it's really very funny, wouldn't it be like super weird to sleep with real penguins!? although i have like 11 stuffed toy penguins on my bed. but that's different lah LOL obviously.

shall sleep early today because i'm super tired for some reason :/ fell asleep while trying to study energetics just now, so nothing went in, shucks.
goodnight :)

eighttttt! :D :D :D

ROAR! i woke up at 7.30pm hahah, in time for dinner. and now i am still sleepy, best.
nobody to talk to online ): and i really have no mood to do work now omg. i'm so reluctant to start on chemistry despite there being a test next tuesday. crazy, man! can't believe i have to go to school next tuesday just to take a chem test ._.
help me D: i hate chemistry now, i used to love it super a lot okay! and now thanks to a certain someone, i super hate chem -.-

dead. i am tired of studying already. :( and i still have a lot more to study!
and this is random, but i want to go on a diet D:

okay. i need to force myself to study energetics now :( :( :( :( :(

omg~ i am so tired ): i feel totally drained and i have no idea why.
think sleeping between 2.30am to 3am every single day since the start of the holidays has finally taken its toll on me, and now i'm like damn tired D:

came home early because i was like on the verge of dying every step i took. really damn tired WHY! ):
yeah so now i'm at home. going to sleep, bye! 

Dance, Subaru! was a super super nice show omg! it rocks :D
okay, really shall go sleep now.
bye!

-.-
i think today's Mind Your Body article about anorexia's meant to inspire people to not be anorexic or stop being anorexic.
unfortunately it's making me feel like becoming anorexic. O: damn. but no lah i won't. it's like, quite difficult haha. and very bad for health :/

i am fat :(
i think i'm going to be hated for this post. but nooooo i need to stop eating so much :(
i'm really becoming like some pig alrd lah.
andddd i shouldn't have looked at the GSS section of today's newspapers. lol, now i feel like going shopping again. but then i have some things that i need to buy. like laptop sleeve, contacts, etc. haha things that i really NEED and not want.

pw meeting in the morning tmrw! finally!
studying with hilary in the afternoon tmrw :D
my bag is very heavy.

can't wait for saturday! :)
think i ate too much gummies just now, shucks. i finished the packet haha. but i opened the packet yesterday, so there was only a bit less than half left i think? 12 pieces in total. haha
now i'm quite awake.

bye i shall go look for more things to do :)

SHUCKS i have no money.
and my dad is sleeping. and tomorrow he will leave the house before i wake up.
LOL.

shucks. i spent A LOT of money today.
i totally suck :( and and and, i decided that i will stop spending so much money. i will not buy anymore clothes/shoes/whatever!
i'm serious. i have shopped enough for this whole holiday alrd. okay actually i haven't lah, i mean who can ever shop enough ._. damn i totally sound like some idontknowwhat -.- yeah but anyway i am going to CURB MY SPENDING! D:
i have really spent like, damn a lot of money already. very scary. very very scary :/

GOODBYE.

HAHA :)
today's my ultimate slack day.
( ultimate slack day D: )
hmm, last night.. had a very very very realistic dream :/ as in, i really thought that whatever happened in the dream happened in real life. and i woke up feeling very ##&^#!@ and like "omg what to do!?" until i realised that it was just a dream.
>< what a weird dream ohman. and i really thought that it happened in real life because it really was the kind of thing that could possibly happen. PLEASE DON'T HAPPEN D:
hahah, i bet it seems like i'm just talking rubbish. but ohwell.

haha omg lah i want to watch Boys Over Flowers but if i start now then i can totally say goodbye to any hopes of passing my blocks. not as if there's a lot of hope to start with, but ya, it will just totally eliminate any remaining hope LOL.
slack slack slack :D today's my self-declared slack day but then i think tonight i'll do some work. if not i'll be too bored already. nothing much to do on the computer also!

commserve tomorrow~ SIGH why is it always like, only HF and i or HF, annabelle and i going on Thurs! damn sad lah D: what happened to everyone else, like olivia, honghui, adeline, huilin?! ohmanxz.
maybe studying with hilary on fridayyyy :)
and what happened to our PW meeting, damn screwed ><

SHALL STOP HERE :D
i'm starting to get a bit hungry. apparently gummies aren't very effective to fill my stomach. and i ate lunch at 11 today. i am surviving! on The Natural Confectionery's Dinosaurs which are super cute omg! and does not have the yucks flavours like green colour. Or at least i haven't come across any yet :) so far it has been the lemon one, purple, orange and pink. heh :D
ohman i realise that there's so much food colouring.
ENOUGH ABT NUTRITIONAL FACTS hahahah at least gummies aren't very er, fattening ._.

my EoM is dead. i suddenly just thought of it. why must i think about it now. at least now and not like maybe halfway in the middle of blocks. aiya the whole pw is stagnant now :( group memberssss where are youuu! D:

OK lah enough of my rubbish alrd. bye :)

heeeheeee :D
i have no idea at all why i am so super high now?!

( 090609! (mostly) Happy day :D )

Going to school tomorrow for logistics committee meeting! Not really sure what we're gonna do? I feel like such a suaku sorry D:
Haha i feel weirdly happy because I'm syncing songs into my ipods. Decided to sync the video with my laptop's itunes. And it's a bit ma fan to keep transferring the songs between my laptop and desktop comp. I want a more portable external harddisk! Roar!

OMG SATURDAY IS EXCITING!!!!
CAN'T WAIT :D yay i <3 the SGS hehehe :)
ohman but my dad's going overseas again :/ he'll be back on Sunday though!

OKAY BYE, i think my post is like super long ohman :/

Half an hour to 10th June :D
<3!

WOOOH DBSK :D


Jaejoong's Question!
What is this? 


Headphones!

hahahah this is so super random -.-
but it's 1am, i'm wide awake (ohman), and i'm reading DBSK news HAHA. haven't done that in a long long time :O
okay lah, i need to go and sleep already.
going to wake up early tomorrow to meet JF, HF and hilary in school to studyyyyy! ohno, what about jo! she's always so busy ):
i love the SGS :D and i love studying with them hehe, because we're the SGS! omg. WHY AM I SO HIGH NOW -.-

yeah alright (:
shall go sleep soon! looking forward to studying with the SGS again, even though not all of us will be there!
<3