feel like dying feel like dying feel like dying feel like dying feel like dying.

crap.

13.

Things I want to do

1. Slack on my bed listening to music all day long
2. Watch all the movies and dramas i've been holding off :(
3. Repay every last second of my sleep debt ahahahaha
4. Go shopping (retail therapy? :/)
5. Not study

Things I need to do

1. Study for promos
2. Study for promos
3. Study for promos
4. Study for promos
5. Lose weight

Sad life :/

omg dumb.

last night i forgot to take out my contacts !!!
which effectively means that i wore my contacts (which are dailies) for an amazing 28 hours. -_-
from 6am on 21st august to 10am on 22nd august. yay me.

woke up this morning wondering how come:
1. i had perfect vision
2. it felt like something was in my eye
3. i don't remember taking my contacts out the previous night.

yeah then i realised and i immediately took them out. D: then my eyes were red like some monster -_-
and then i thought they were okay already but every once in a while my eye will itch. bleh.
do not attempt such a stunt, seriously.
oh and now looking at a screen, somehow my eyes are hurting. and then they were tearing too. haha! stupid. i still persist in using the computer. -_-

so the moral of the story here (not really story but ya) is: don't sleep with contacts D< especially not dailies.
ahh D:

sometimes, you just can't find the right words to say
or sometimes, you just choose not to know the words.

I don't want to live with any regrets.

i am spending national day being sick.
my temperature fluctuates from 38.0 to 37.4 and back to 37.7 and up and down and up and down.
my bro says i have h1n1.
no i do not!

places that close at 7pm are evil
maybe it is for safety and security reasons.
tomorrow then.
pw meeting better not be draggy... i really wanna go.
after realising that i cannot go, i realised another thing, which is that i really wanna go.
that's why i will (hopefully) go tomorrow.
that's why i cannot have a fever today. (or tmrw, for that matter)

back to work.
gonna have a bowl of noodles for dinner. because everyone is gonna disappear.
maybe i will watch ndp on tv to entertain myself.
maybe not, see how.

embrace loneliness personal time! (sounds so much better right?)

ROAR i don't like you. )<  go away go away go away.

and i'm falling sick ><
yay? ._.
aoyuan is also sick.
get well soon, aoyuan! but not too soon haha maybe you can miss 1 or 2 days of sucky school. :/
okay i am just kidding.
take care :)

i'm incoherent because i'm sick and tired (literally)

happy national day! in 3 hours.

i love yesterday and today :)
<3

*cough, sneeze*

something's probably wrong if your heart is threatening to pound out of your chest, but there's nothing around you that could possibly be the cause of this increased heart rate.
am i dying?

YES!
WOOHOO :D
i spent my 8pm to 9pm watching the best show EVER on TV :D
Channel V's Videoscope was featuring... DBSK! :D
okay actually i only started watching from 8.15pm onwards because i didn't know there was such a program. then i turned on the tv and walked to the kitchen, but halfway while walking i heard Rising Sun playing on TV so i ran to the TV to watch HAHA. i thought they were randomly playing the music video but noooo, it was one whole hour dedicated to DBSK :D
i was damn excited omg!
but obviously nobody shared my excitement. my brother would probably have had some interest in it but he went out for dinner. and my dad just looked at the screen, then went upstairs. ._. totally uninterested. sad. oh and when i pointed to the TV and said "that's my favourite band!", he asked "is it F4?" then i was like D: . totally D: x3487141824142 haha
anyway that meant i had the whole TV to myself :D
wow it's damn cool to watch MV after MV all showing DBSK's songs, and even cooler to be watching on a big TV screen rather than the small youtube box. haha!
they played Rising Sun, O, Purple Line, Lovin' You, Mirotic, Beautiful You, Wrong Number, Doushite and Share The World :D so many! hehehe i was super happy while watching man.


hmm.
i wonder if my dad ever wonders why even though he has such good genes, apparently none of them passed on to me and he ended up with such a brainless daughter ._.
he was holding a bottle of wine that someone gave him for his birthday, then he pointed to it and said "this bottle costs $200."
and to which i replied "huh, then how much does the wine inside cost?"
then there was literally a dramatic silence because he was staring at me, my maid was silent, and i was seriously wondering. and then suddenly i realised what he meant when he said the bottle cost $200 ._.
and then my dad sort of sighed, called me a joker, and then went downstairs to put the bottle of wine in the wine fridge.
SHUCKS MAN!

and plus my amazing grades! if the grades range was from A to Z instead of A-E,S,U then i think i would get ZZZZZ which would totally reflect why i have such grades. because i always sleep.
why am i perpetually tired -_- i think i need some permanent caffeine boost or permanent sugar high. something to keep me awake when i'm supposed to be awake. i'm really super pig, i was doing math today then i fell asleep for half an hour. best.

heh i spent the whole day at home... working! seriously. i think our Time Tunnel powerpoint is almost done, i just need to add in animations, more pics, etc. okay maybe it is not almost done. oh no! no lah the rest should be quite easy to do. go iris :D
oh and i finally uploaded overdue photos from our SGS reunion at HF's house, yay :D
hai. i really want to go shopping man. :/ there are a lot of things that i wanna buy! okay, see how. don't think i'll be able to go shopping tomorrow or anytime soon. haha, too bad!
alright i shall stop here.
bye :D

i think i'm like quite high now thanks to my 1 hr of DBSK :D

D<
PIG
i cannot believe i slept so much today
and i am still sleepy. -_-

PIGPIGPIGPIG.

k back to work ><

omg chem is killing me. KILLING!!! ):
horrible horrible horrible I feel like I don't know anything! Haha okay maybe not that I don't know anything. I know how to draw the chem bonding stuff! Because someone's a good teacher (: and I'm not being sarcastic :D and I'm not referring to Ching either HAHA.
Sad, I feel like chem bonding's the only thing I know now. Shall go back to mugging! (: last minute cramming for the win :/

Yes, 3 more days to go and blocks are OVER! Hope that I won't screw up the next 3 papers like I did for the previous 2. Econs was a very traumatic experience, complete with headache, mental block, hand cramps and trembling hands, not to mention lack of time. Never mind. It's over so I should just think about chem now!
Lunch with my bro tomorrow, he wants to eat KFC! And I just told trish yesterday that it's fattening HAHA. Is this karma?! LOL ok.
really need to go study, bye (:

Super super looking forward to Friday!! :D it will finally be goodbye to blocks :D

Hello :)
I'm not slacking! Well, not really. I'm printing econs stuff now so while waiting for them to print, here I am blogging :/

omg, 1 down and 4 to go! please let this week just zoom past.
if 28 days of holidays could have passed by soooo quickly, i guess 5 days of blocks will pass by quite quickly too. hope so! and i hope i don't majorly screw up my blocks -.- roarrrrrr

Haha what did I do today!

1. Set my alarms at 8.30am
2. At 8.30am, I woke up to turn off all the alarms and reset one of them to 9.30am.
3. At 9.30am, I turned off the alarm and WENT BACK TO SLEEP -.-
4. Woke up at 10am
5. Bathed, then woke my brother up.
6. Ate breakfast while watching tv and reading GP notes. Super multitask!
7. My brother woke up and so we ate lunch
8. After lunch, I changed into my uniform (haven't worn it in super long!)
9. Then my brother drove me to school. Yay
10. I gave him wrong directions (told him to go right instead of left :/)
11. We detoured but never mind, I wasn't late :D
12. Met HF and she passed me a pretty envelope with a pretty photo :) Thanks! Met other 406ers along the way too :D
13. Met BFFs at class bench and then we went up to the hall together!
14. OMG we were super scared the moment we stepped into the hall :/ Damn stressed.
15. Put our bags at the back of the hall.
16. GP Paper 1! And I almost died because of something very stupid @$*&!$!$. Idiot.
17. Had break, walked around with BFFs
18. GP Paper 2! Ok this time I really died. -.- I thought until I had a headache, D<
19. Walked BFFs out of school, then walked back in.
20. Went to the canteen, avoided people, walked to the class benches and met 406ers again, haha! Mini 406 gathering.
21. Went back to the canteen again and met Biancaaaa :D So I sat with her and waited for my brother while she waited for her mother.
22. Brother came and fetched me home :)

Oh man, there are so few people online now. Now i feel a bit guilty for using the computer. Nvm, i'm printing econs things. Haha, good consolation.
OH NO stressed :(
Math and Bio papers are going to be in classrooms @$@&^$@ NO I DON'T WANT :( I think the hall is better than classrooms. Maybe I'm weird or something lah, don't care. I prefer hall. >< The atmosphere's better there haha :)

I just sneakily ate a gummy dinosaur since my maid wasn't in the kitchen. Dinner soon. I still have a headache. Irritating lah. Must survive to study econs like mad tonight. And yet I'm sleepy now.
ROAR :(
brother's not eating dinner and dad's overseas. hahaha you know what that means lah ._. 二人世界 with my maid again. I don't care, I will eat faster today. BUT HOW? I think it's damn difficult to eat super fast leh ._. Ok nvm, as long as I finish earlier than her, I won't be left pathetically at the dining table. Or even better, finish at the same time. Then nobody will be left pathetically behind at the dining table.
I'm so nice lah hahahahha okay.
Oh man why is my computer so screwed up. :( Sad.

Shall end here.
Bye :)

SUPER MUGGING TOMORROW. with red cape and red underwear HAHAH omg i am talking rubbish.
okay i think i'm like too tired to function properly. listening to the song Superman now, totally coincidental!

yesterday and today was :) :) :)

must mug tomorrow! i will be productive! nono, WE will be productive :D :D :D
okay i am tired now, gonna sleep soon. bye :)

ARGH.
Being sick sucks to the core, wth. I totally hate this and I totally hate the fact that I had this same stupid migraine 2 Sundays ago, and now it's back with a vengeance -.- idiotttttt!
Evil evil migraine, please go away ): I've had enough of suffering from you, ROAR.
I eat breakfast, I throw up ):
I take medicine, I throw up like less than 5 min later, best.
I sit in the car and sleep, I throw up again when I wake up and step out of the car.

Ok at least I managed to keep my lunch in my stomach after great effort. Dammit lah roar why am I so weak! Sad sad sad ):
and I have a nice nice dinner tonight to celebrate fathers' day and my father's birthday which is on Wednesday. Okay. Therefore I shall sleep. Sian now I cannot study already ): ruined my plans! Just like 2 weeks ago, sigh.

Blah. Goodnight, world. Going to sleep now because I just took my medicine and it causes drowsiness.
Bye (: I still have a migraine ): sad, pathetic me. ROAR!

1. Ran + walked + jogged 4km with my brother today (OMG almost died), we went to ECP and back :D
2. Had an "okay" lunch with my brother. Not horrible, not delicious, but just "okay". Haha I think that's considered good for my maid already.
3. Went for a car ride with my brother because he needed to pump petrol for his car. :D
4. Bought food and drinks (caramel corn and pocky! hehe) but the petrol station had no Meiji milk, sad :(
5. :) then :| then :/ then D< then :) again
6. MUG! mug mug mug mug mug mug.
7. Had an early dinner which was beyond pathetic because I just sat at the big table ALONE. -.- My maid didn't want to eat an early dinner so I had to eat alone, thanks man. 
8. Thanks to eating alone, I ate the fastest dinner of my life. I think I finished eating in 10-15 minutes. @$&@$&@$ i hate eating alone.
9. My brother went to sing karaoke with his friends! And my dad is going to be home late. Same as yesterday, alone at home with my maid.
10. Having PW online meeting now! Shall go concentrate on my meeting :)
11. Ms Huo's wedding tomorrow OMG :O that's fast.
12. Need to mug mug mug :( Hate blocks to the max! COME ON SWINE FLU, I want one more week of holidays :D
13. BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE !

THREE more days :D :D

goodmorning (:

don't ask me why i'm up at this time again. i think it's because i slept before dinner just now so i'm quite awake now.
i love love love DBSK's new song Stand By U :D it's so super nice! everyone should go and listen to it!

( bored and awake :(  )

my post is so senseless hahahah but when have i ever made sense anyway ):
goodnight! (:

:D :D :D :D 
hehehehehe :D
i can count the days left with only one hand!
(: (: (:


yay, today went out with joleen to mugggg :D
we were super fail at first HAHA. couldn't decide where to eat and took super long to arrive at a "choose 1, 2 or 3" kind of decision :/
ended up at mos HAHA, sat at the exact same place as last time O:
hahah then we went to the NLB! failed at finding seat again, so we went to sit at our usual spot. got chased away after 1hour plus! so we roamed around looking for places to go :/ and ended up at city hall HAHA :D
so we went to.. library@esplanade! omg, damn cool place :D super super nice with super cool stuff, no normal books there. only have like, music scores and dvds and cds, etc :D
hahah and i got lost looking for the toilet -.- which wasn't even on the same level, best.
yep so we studied until around 5oclock then we decided to stop!
walked a weird way to the mrt station haha! but we still managed to arrive at the mrt station lah, so it's okay HAHA
haha yay for beantwins :D

today i walked home from the mrt station! and then there was this girl who was behind me at the traffic light, and then she overtook me so in the end i was walking behind her. then as we walked and walked, we were the only 2 people on the whole stretch of road, and then at every junction i expected her to turn and walk in because i didn't think anybody would live as far up the hill as i do.
but then every junction we passed by, she didn't walk in! and all the way until i reached my front gate, she was still in front of me :O and when i went into my house, she crossed the road to the street opposite my house.
haha, i was sort of laughing to myself throughout the journey because it's quite funny how we were walking so near to each other and walking the same way but totally not acknowledging each other.
she tripped at one point of time. and i accidentally stepped down on a drain really loudly at another point of time.
i think i should go make friends with her. haha then next time i will have someone to walk home with :)
but ohwell, i don't even know where she lives!

BACK TO STUDYING!
think i've procrastinated a lot :( and i fell asleep while studying my econs on the bed just now.
see joleen?! i told you i would fall asleep lor D: haha!

alright, bye :D
<('.'<) <('.'^) (^'.'^) (^'.')> (>'.')> (>'.'v) (v'.'v) <('.'v) <('.'<)  
[haha hsin fang]

CHECK THIS OUT :D what an apt description LOL

Iris

CHEM TEST = WASTE OF TIME ): ): ):
At least it forces me to study.. But omg super waste time D< and if it's only half an hour long and she releases us after that then I'll be quite happy but irritated also? LOL ok. Leaving the house soon I:
nice brother's fetching me yay :D

six! (:

HAHA this is so funny! and cool! (literally too, i think)

"Sleep with the Penguins" Family Camp
(2 Days 1 Night)

13 - 14 June 2009 
New dates! 12 and 13 December 2009 (Saturday and Sunday)

Get your sleeping bags ready for a cozy family sleepover with our charming penguins. Be entertained by a series of mind-stimulating activities that involve family fun and participation.

from: http://www.birdpark.com.sg/education/FamilyCampSleepPenguins.html

HAHA it's really very funny, wouldn't it be like super weird to sleep with real penguins!? although i have like 11 stuffed toy penguins on my bed. but that's different lah LOL obviously.

shall sleep early today because i'm super tired for some reason :/ fell asleep while trying to study energetics just now, so nothing went in, shucks.
goodnight :)

eighttttt! :D :D :D