if walls break down, i will comfort you ♥

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 15:52:56 GMT

8 golds and 7 world records! :D :D :D
i love michael phelps! :D
hooray for michael phelps! <3

hahah :D

:D

Wed, 13 Aug 2008 15:21:04 GMT

I LOVE MICHAEL PHELPS (!!!!!!!!!!) :D

goodnight (:

Wed, 30 Jul 2008 15:38:20 GMT

hello :D
i should probably get to sleep because i'm sick. but since i'm here i might as well post something hahah.

today i brought home chenyi's photobook :D i pinky-promised her to bring it back to school tomorrow so now it's in a nice plastic bag to avoid any squashages.

today was a day full of ups and downs. there were more downs actually. so basically today was quite a crappy day.
we got back maths. i failed 60% yeah. there's nothing i can do about it now, tears won't be able to increase my marks. but anyway, i was just quite sad because i've never studied so hard for a test before. probably exam too, but the point is that this time round i really did put in a lot of effort. i did timed trials, i finished the damn TYS, i finished every pretest worksheet that was given to me. and in the end what do i get? a fail. maybe i'm still not putting in enough effort but i just don't understand why some people don't need to study as hard but can still get so much higher. maybe i'm just not smart.
you know, it really stings to have people around you complain about how badly they've done when they're a few marks away from an A1 or already have an A1. it's like rubbing salt to a wound. and no matter how unaffected you pretend to be, it's still hard to ignore them.

we got back physics last friday. i passed 60% by like, a few marks only. but i still passed so yay.
anddddd, i took out my bottom row of braces already! probably getting retainers tmrw? not sure.

thankyou hilary for being there for me today, i really appreciate having such a great friend like you :)
<3!
(i want your dvd+poster set hahaha :D)

goodnight
get well soon iris.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE CHEN <3

5 down, 2 to go!!

Wed, 23 Jul 2008 12:16:46 GMT

shucks man, my maths has gone rusty already. and it has only been what? 4 days? maybe 5 days.
boo ): or maybe the questions i'm doing are just hard :D haha i shall console myself

today's paper wasn't so bad. uhhh i hope i pass D:

after the paper we went to my house and slacked our butts off haha.
played board games (lol) and laughed a lot. all thanks to salary cards and crappy jobs :D
then we had lunch then we watched spongebob and fairly odd parents while eating some more. then we went back to my room and stoned and lazed around then hilary fell asleep. so hsinfang put stuffed toys on her and took photos of the mess of toys on hilary. i was drifting in and out of sleep at first but hsinfang's actions woke me up after a while. then we took photos of hilary.
"spot the hainanese chicken" was the funniest HAHA.
anyway when hilary woke up it was like, 245 already i think. so i was late for tuition and they were late but not late D: cos they could go any time although they said they'd go at 230. haha

now i'm really bored. i have nothing to study for physics because i finished my TYS ): ohwell. i shall just hope for the best tomorrow and make sure i remember all the Laws and formulas D:
i must pass my maths D: so tonight i shall do maths heh :D

dinner time, goodbye! i shall watch tv but i wonder what's there to watch D:
i want to drink water! D:

4 down, 3 to go!

Tue, 22 Jul 2008 10:05:07 GMT

hi :D
i have 14 dbsk songs in my top 25 most played. hahah that's very random :D

WHY AM I SLACKING AGAIN!?
it's kind of hard to type with frozen fingers. but i'm too lazy to move and turn off the aircon. i'm so environmentally unfriendly ):
anyway i'm REALLY HUNGRY.
i didn't eat when i come home, which means that the last time i ate was at around 1020am during the break we had between papers. haha i'm surviving although i'm hungry.
!#!(#!(# tomorrow have height and weight AGAIN D: as if knowing that i'm short once was bad enough. um at least i miraculously lost 1 kg since last tuesday haha.
I MUST GROW but i don't know what to do about it except to drink milk (which evidently has not helped since i have been drinking it almost everyday since last year?)

today's chinese paper was not that bad! i hope i will pass my chinese this time. it's rare okay! the last time i passed was probably in PSLE -.- wow okay.
many stupid things happened during the paper today. during the compo paper, my electronic dictionary died halfway so i have some cuo bie zi. nvm at least i wrote cockroach correctly.
during the compre paper, i was doing doing doing then i looked up at the clock and got a big shock, because i was halfway through the paper and i thought i had 5 minutes left. so i totally chionged and rushed through the middle 2 compres. and then when the minute hand struck 12, i was wondering why nobody said "stop writing". then i spent like 5 minutes staring at the clock trying to read it, only to realise i had 1 stupid hour left -.- so irritating okay. i ought to get myself a digital clock since i can't read analog ones ): blah. nvm at least i finished quite fast then i look around and saw people sleeping so i slept too :D
anyway while i was doing, many songs were going through my head and it was a bit irritating cos i couldn't concentrate haha. first there was "This Is Me" when i was doing my chang wen suo duan. then i looked at the board and saw 'O' 水准 then "O" starting going through my head. after that i continued doing then "Love In The Ice" popped in lah.
oh i was flipping papers halfway then i saw something that i wrote and just burst out laughing discreetly. then i couldn't stop laughing okay, just kept laughing to myself. you know why? because i saw that i wrote this : "当我们遇到困难时, 我们才会知道真正的朋友是睡" instead of "当我们遇到困难时, 我们才会知道真正的朋友是谁"
wah okay super stupid, then i just laughed until i had to pinch myself to stop laughing -.-

yeah so CHINESE IS OVER :D
tomorrow there's chemistry and after the paper, hilary and hsinfang are coming over to my house to (fill in blank). i have no idea for what. but since their tuition is just like, opposite my house, they're coming over to probably stone or study before tuition. i shall set off for tuition with them too, since i have physics tuition D:

GOODBYE i'm now officially going to turn off the aircon and go study also :D :D

3 down, 4 to go (:

Mon, 21 Jul 2008 11:00:40 GMT

hello!
i'm totally slacking and i should feel guilty about it and yet, i don't! too bad.
i will study some chem later. i learned my xiu ci shou fa already and also looked through my yingyongwen stuff :D

reached home early :D thankyou hilary!
mm the car ride was.. interesting? i had to sit on hsinfang due to major lack of space and my head was squashed (because i'm too tall :D) yeah but halfway through it got much better when hilary's parents' friends got off.
i've been using the computer since... 4pm -.- wow. that's 3 hours of slacking hahah. i watched a movie :/ hahah!

today we had 3 papers -- bio, LA and IH.
i totally screwed up bio and ih -.- i'm going to fail my bio but ahhh nvm. i couldn't finish my IH sbq.
shan't think too much about the papers! i don't really feel very sad though. and sadly, today's the first time in my life that i've ever heard the word "micropropagation" so obviously i wrote only 2 sentences of rubbish for my essay question.
hahah. okay whatever.
looking forward to end of tests (: after chinese (which is the worst paper ever) will be chem, then maths and physics on thursday. then we'll all be free :D although some people will be free earlier than others.

OHYAH i'm scared for my pen! it almost died during bio :/ it has around 1mm of ink left in it which is totally stupid. i wonder why it hasn't run out of ink yet. i shall finish up the ink tonight so tomorrow i will have new pen ink in my pen, ready for chinese -.- i won't even be surprised if i use up half of the pen ink tomorrow okay. 1 zuowen, 1 yingyongwen and 1 whole compre paper.

i'm bored, i don't feel like studying! and i'm hungry.
i've done everything there is to do on the computer D: now i'm bored -.-
i'm going to find something to do (:

byebye!

雨降るときには君の傘になろう, 風吹くときには君の壁になろう

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 10:23:49 GMT

HELLO! i reached home early today because it's a monday! I don't remember there being any work today, so i shall blog hahah. it's been super long D: anyway i shall post some photos.
later tonight i might read through my IH notes :D because i dug them out (finally!)

NYGH Food & Funfair, 4th July 2008 <3

polaroid :D
its quality is really bad :/ all thanks to my scanner blah.

i <3 東方神起!

West Div Day '08

hahah yiwei is very happy.

on the LRT <3

our card for Card Making Comp! Done by Cher Yee, Jean and Iris :D!

hilary and i in the oven!

yay :D

yay again :D

the leap years guy! :D we saw him at bugis then hsinfang and i took photos of him HAHAH :D

okay that's all!
i'm hungry! my stomach is going rumble rumble and has been doing that since after school (around 3pm)
tomorrow taking height and weight ): i used my house scale (不可靠 one) to weigh myself just now to give myself 心理准备, which is quite stupid hahah. anyway yeah i rather get a shock earlier than later :/
TERRIBLE D: i hope i grew. i want to grow taller! i must grow taller D: if not i would just have gained weight without growing -.- stupid ):

luckily mr kuo isn't in singapore this week :/ because 406 owes the photocopy shop a lot of money and i don't have money to pay back D: then if he's around, the photocopy person will complain to him, then i will die D:
but i just collected class fund recently! and i need to collect money for the 3 sciences' june papers. AHHH so much money D:
nvm i still sort of like being treasurer :/
sorry 406, be prepared to pay some more money soon ): ):

byebyebyebyebyebye :D

fun facts

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 14:38:43 GMT

hello july!

i shall post a short post because i'm supposed to be doing something else now.
fun facts of the day!
1. my mother went to the doctor because her wound has pus ):
2. my dad ruined my appetite at dinner by showing me rotting tablets wahlao.
3. hsinfang weirdly predicted that i would have old cucumber soup for dinner. i did.
4. my dad was thinking that i might want ice cream, so he asked my mom to call me and ask. then my mom checked her phone and discovered that i smsed her to say i want ice cream. freaky.
5. my written assignment is killing me thanks to the stupid diagram.
6. i discovered that there are many more people out there who think the same way i do about _
7. there is a maths quiz tomorrow, die iris.
8. my mother and someone else said i am logical *lightbulb*
9. Shea butter is a natural ingredient derived from the pit of the fruit of the Karite tree of Africa.
10. i thought hsinfang was the dove advertisement girl.
11. "Don't cut my queue or i'll sue you!" (not to be pronounced as it is)
12. PE is fun but tiring. jinfaye was sweating more during pe than after she ran her 2.4km.
13. hsinfang tried to do a stunt in front of the chicken rice stall and ended up on the floor.
14. i ignored hsinfang when she was on the floor laughing, and walked away.
15. i started my zong he tian kongs from the back while everyone started from the front and was very horrified when i thought she was going to go through tian kongs 1-5. (i only finished 6-10)
16. hilary made purple line get stuck in my head.
17. everybody loves the file sandy bought for me!
18. i suddenly miss somebody now D:
19. there is tuition tomorrow
20. bio prac was highly stressful.
21. i have no overdue chinese homework.
22. 7-eleven is cheat money heaven. mogumogu costs $2.05 there wth.

goodbye :D shall stop at 22 since it's my register number

Sun, 29 Jun 2008 10:48:07 GMT

hello i just finished writing my zuowen! woohoo.
okay it's overdue but hey, i wrote it so yay for me.
better late than never, right? (:

blah i'm actually feeling quite sad now ):
i really really x12487315471348124 want to ~~run~~ walk x-country with hsinfang and the rest (mostly hsinfang) but then we have cca duty ): thinking about it makes me want to _ but i shan't.
it's already our last year having x-country together as one class of 406 and now we have to do duty ): i didn't get to ~~run~~ walk with the class last year either because of duty, and sorry if i'm being so bitter about it but you know, i was really looking forward to ~~running~~ walking with the rest of them. i know i'm not the only one in this "situation" because all of us also didn't get to go with our classes last year.
but still, sigh. the only other memory of x-country i have is the happy times in sec2 where we walked through turf city with teachers chasing us from the back and us continuing to walk nonetheless. and we were singing all the national day songs as one class of twoten and nobody cared who went out of tune, we just kept singing at the top of our voices. happy times (:

on the brighter side, at least i'll be doing duty with batchmates?
okay i still can't help feeling sad about it ):

goodbye

/edit
OHYAH my specs broke. wth! i just washed it and wiped it then whoo~ the side part came off -.-

last day of holidays ):

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 09:12:28 GMT

hello.

my phone died a very sad death D: and so i lost quite a lot of contacts that weren't in my sim card, and many other stuff like messages! arh ): anyway so yeah, if you sms me and i ask you "who are you?" then i'm so sorry, but i probably lost your number ):
okay i shall now tell everybody how my phone died.
it dropped into the toilet bowl while i was changing into the campfire performance costume.
yeah very funny right ): i'm so sad now lah, goodbye phone. i'm back to using my nokia one which is dying! blah.

on a lighter note,
yesterday was minds cip (:
and an-ning was my PIC! :D i love my pic <3 we spent the whole day together haha, setting up the campfire with the rest of the people, connecting extension cords, melting candles, lighting candles, singing songs, dancing around on the basketball court, etc (: then we kept getting abandoned by everyone else lah! like, everyone is walking together then suddenly poof, left only both of us.
everything went quite well except the campfire was um ._. not bad lah haha. actually i think on the whole it was all quite okay.
micky! :D
aye and i was super tired after everything and i was dying during debrief, i'm sure cheryl will agree hahah i was seriously like some zombie please.
okay yesterday was super fun, except for my unfortunate phone incident. ohwell. my dad will get me a new phone! aye i want the same one back -.- is it very stupid? :/ see first lah.
sorry pop, no more twin phones ):

okay i'm going downstairs to find food now and dinner is at 6. celebrating my dad's birthday! :D
goodbye!

Dreams can't take the place of loving you

Fri, 20 Jun 2008 07:00:09 GMT

HELLOHELLO :D
i shall blog about yesterday!
yesterday was super super fun <3 i love batchmates :D

okay went to sentosa with yiwei, sandy, amanda and yenjin to celebrate yenjin's birthday! :D
yenjin the chicken was late lah tsk. and it resulted in sandy and yenjin both being late hahah. sandy was the odd one out haha. because yiwei and i were both wearing class tee, then amanda and yenjin were both wearing the same Little Miss Birthday t-shirt. and sandy was wearing her class tee also, so she was the odd one out hehe. then we went to the monorail there! :D :D so exciting okay, it was my first time sitting in the sentosa monorail! yenjin was super shocked that out of 5 of us, only she had been to the monorail place before. the rest of us haven't been to sentosa in a very long time :O

so we took the monorail to sentosa! we got off at the beach station. sorry everybody for being so excited until i was so noisy BUT IT WAS REALLY VERY EXCITING :D :D i bet the rest of them were also very excited okay! :D
yep then we walked to siloso beach and we walked on the sand which is super hard to walk on. we could have taken the footpath but, too late. yenjin was quite irritated with the sand haha. found a nice little pavillion-like shelter and hung our bags there. then we just sat around and threw sand at each other (mostly aimed at yenjin). then we went cycling! rode a double bike with yiwei :D almost fell a few times but after that was okay (: we rode towards palawan beach to find the suspension bridge! so we parked our bikes near some trees and went to the bridge :D took quite a few photos on the bridge and obstructed the passageway a lot of times, haha. then we went to some tall tall tower which is very tiring to climb up. then we went to the big big sentosa word rock and took photos with it. the photo ended up quite sad because all our heads cannot really be seen. we tried to climb onto the rock but D: too tall for us already. i wonder how the little boy got up D:
after that we got onto our bikes again and cycled back to siloso! went to the big siloso word there and played with the coconut trees haha. then we wanted to climb it but failed yeah. took photos again :D and then i tried to learn how to ride a bike D: i almost did! then i fell again -.- yeah then we cycled back to the bike shop cos time was almost up. after returning the bikes, we were super thirsty so we walked to 7-eleven. yenjin said it was just in front, so we all thought that it was like quite near. in the end it's super far. at 7-eleven, we all bought a big gulp of ice lemon tea each and drank until we almost exploded D: it's really a lot to drink. then we took the beach tram back to siloso beach :D we sat at the last row of the tram, facing the opposite direction. then we were shouting "i love singapore!" and "welcome to singapore" and waving at random people (some waved back!) then we got off 1 stop before our stop and walked back to our bags there.

ate lunch under the shelter! we ate the cake first because the cake was sort of dying. we used matches to light the candles (like in outdoor cooking) and it was quite hard to sustain the fire D: but they succeeded in the end while yiwei and i were just sitting there getting ready to sing hahah. then we sang yenjin a birthday song and she blew out the candles after a few tries :D then these 2 girls approached us for a lighter so we gave them the box of matches haha. then we ate cake which was surprisingly nice haha (good job sandy!) and then we ate chips and sausages. we played uno and then amanda lost so she had to do a forfeit, which was to talk to a tree then hug it haha. after that we played zhong ji mi ma to finish the sausages. then we went to play with water! tadah :D we tried to push yenjin in but failed. then tried to push amanda in, also failed. in the end nobody got pushed in and we all just walked around and wet our feet haha. yiwei's toe was injured so she could only put one foot into the water, sad ): met somebody i knew (but who probably alrd forgot who i am haha) and we picked seashells, threw logs, and amanda was splashing us with a coconut husk. amanda found a baby coconut and wanted to open it, but failed haha. after that we went to wash up. amanda changed her shorts then we sat the tram back to the monorail station and suddenly amanda and yenjin realised they lost stuff. in the end they found it in their bags D: then we took monorail back to vivo and then yenjin went home because she had tuition. ):

went to change, then looked for flipflops but they were very expensive. then we went on our food tour (yiwei, sandy, amanda and i). our first stop was subway. shared a 6-inch sandwich with sandy while yiwei and amanda ate a cookie each. then amanda was super full, don't know why also. after that we went to vivomart and i bought my water which was 30cents :O super cheap. okay after that we ate korean meatballs haha. 2 sticks of 4 for $3.00 so amanda and i shared, yiwei and sandy shared. after the meatballs, we went to walk around candy empire then we went to kopitiam to eat dessert. yiwei and amanda were already super full so sandy and i shared the red ruby. after that we went to toys r us! some little boy thought that yiwei was his mother and went to hold her hand. it was super funny omg haha. then we went to animal alley and amanda and sandy each took a hula hoop to play. yiwei and i pretended not to know them but joined in after a while haha. then we tried to take photos but something kept happening to me once the photo was taken. like i dropped the hula hoop or something. then we took photos with the baby (fake one) and when yiwei took the photo, the baby i was carrying dropped on the floor. then we used self-timer to take ourselves with all the big stuffed toys. i carried big bird, yiwei carried spongebob, sandy carried barney and amanda carried some huge huge bear.

after that we went home! we were sort of comparing our slipper tans in the train haha. and i have a big X on my foot, wow. my mother says it's cool :D hehe okay yesterday was super fun! and i was super tired when i came home :O i slept before and after dinner (like pig lor D: )

okay now i'm supposed to do my zuowen about 情 but please lor, i really don't know what to write ): then there's nobody online now, why! rah. MINDS CIP is tomorrow, i hope everything goes fine! the campfire will be the best! woohoo! now i need to go memorise the lyrics to the final song of our performance D:
GO AMANDA AND XINYI, WE CAN DO IT <3! :D

goodbye everybody, hope you all had a nice holiday because today's the last day of it already ): ): ): ): ): ):
i still want to play leh. i totally haven't studied yet, i should die right ): blah.
okay my aircon is very cold :S

There's more to life than just to live

Tue, 17 Jun 2008 15:58:29 GMT

大家好! こんばんわ！HELLO EVERYBODY!

aye i just finished my IH essay so i'm proud of myself (:
anyway i was thinking about the campfire stuff and i realised there are still a lot of things to do!
-attach lightsticks
-make song booklet
-emcee script omgzx die
-campfire game!
-etc (cant think alrd)

i shall blog about today :D

yep so anyway today went to school for dance practice and to make doorgifts for campfire (:
omg i laughed so much today haha!
oh amanda and i had a "chicken fight" and i was a chicken but amanda was an orang utan.
i was thinking about the scene during dinnertime then i burst out laughing okay! my mother thought the food was very funny or what lah ._.
aye and many other funny stuff :D practiced the dance & combined item like 284714 times and i had to do SOLO -.- before lunch because nobody came lah ): jean and kendra had NE thingo. super malu omg i was laughing like what at first D:
lunch was cup noodles and we all bought one bowl each. rayna they all also ate cup noodles. therefore everybody ate cup noodles today! except jean because she ate char kway teow from the noodle stall haha.
then we all went back to practice. jean learnt the 2nd chorus part and then we rehearsed a few times before having combined rehearsal together with the skit and everything (:
after that we made doorgifts! :D and i was sitting with yiwei in our little cave thing. (sorry lah i don't know what is it called) and then we were playing dbsk songs hahah.

NAKATSU! :D he's so cute hahah yiwei totally agrees yes :D

after that i train-ed home with sandy. omg i tell you, i almost died in the train okay.
i was wearing her cap and trying to be some 可疑人物 lah then i was like laughing to myself because she was on the phone, then she kept attacking me and taking off the cap to put it backwards on my head. yeah then the little girl next to me kept staring at us lah, tsk man. yeah so i was pretending to be 可疑人物 until they 播-ed the 可疑人物 announcement! and i immediately took off the cap.
we were doing illegal things :O haha. luckily they didn't 播 the announcement for that D:

came home and slept for 1 hour :D hooray for sleep. i couldn't wake up when my mother woke me up. she had to call me like 3 times :O

HAHAH I SHALL BLOG ABOUT YESTERDAY :D

went to school at 10am to meet sandy (sorry for being late! and thankyou for not running away :D)
we went to the library to use the comps and watched videos haha. sandy is very easily amused. she totally LOL-ed in the library. like super loud.
then at 12 we went for outdoor cooking. played reversi! zihui&iris vs sandy&amanda. WE WON :D :D even though their team had amanda, we still won hahaha! we won 35-28 pieces heh :D
outdoor cooking! was in group 1 with sandy, gwen, bernice, celene, georgi, yiling and amanda. we cooked egg and dry laksa. ah the food very nice :D so different from when we have our outdoor cooking lor! today i'm aching from outdoor cooking and my right hand still cannot really grip stuff properly. how sad is that -.-
then we cleared up, ate our food, unpacked our logistics then went to the outdoor basketball court to play. played monkey and sandy was the monkey for the longest time. haha then we just sat around and took some pictures. hsiuchin was having her volleyball camp then she was so free and she came to play basketball with jiayu. :O we encountered a very furry and hairy wormy caterpillar that can crawl very fast! it's super cute. sandy wanted to squish it, but a guide is kind to all living things ya :D
at 430 we went home. took 174 with sandy and jiayu. we ran for the bus haha. it all started with jiayu! okay got seats on the bus then we were just talking and talking. then i was telling jiayu about these 2 people on the bus.

iris: (whispering) eh you see those 2 people, you know why the girl hook her hand around the guy's neck like that?
jiayu: huh why?
iris: (still whispering) oh cos he was sleeping then he almost fell off the chair just now.
sandy: oh ya i saw.
iris: wow your hearing is like a bat.
sandy: huh my hearing is very bad?
iris: no, your hearing is like a bat
sandy: yeah i know my hearing is very bad
iris: no! your hearing is like a bat!
sandy: yeah my hearing is very bad, a lot of people say my hearing is very bad.
jiayu & iris: (burst out laughing)
iris: okay i take everything back.
jiayu: she said that your hearing is like a bat.
sandy: huh but bats are blind!
iris: yeah what but their hearing is very good. but i take everything back now

yeah so jiayu and i were laughing a lot la. sandy is damn funny i tell you.
and then jiayu got off. she flew! :O because she was going to walk to the door then the bus jerked so she lost control and flew :O then she was laughing as she got off the bus. but so scary okay :O she crashed into some woman.

okay actually i think that one is malu enough for sandy already so i shall be nice and not blog about the other malu incidents HAHA
we went to PS to eat dinner then we ate kfc! sorry for dropping the chair D: the guy was like super against sandy and i throughout the whole time we were there D: sorry for dropping the chair D:
bought buddy meal and ate super slowly. then we went to walk around. went to look at the fish and we saw a starfish moving! :D it uses the suckers at the bottom of it's 5 hands (what is it called?) to move! so cute :D my first time seeing a moving starfish! heh. then we were picking up terrapins (:
then we went home! took train to marina bay and i got off at city hall. i almost boarded the wrong train lah D: and there was these 2 scary people. one outside, one inside the train at marina bay.
yep that's allll~

oh crap i forgot to feed Flat its dinner :O hope it's not too hungry. maybe i'll give it more breakfast tomorrow :O

tomorrow i have tuition. hope there was no homework cos yeah i didn't do. i need to buy plates and lightsticks! i better remember :O
sorry joleen and melvis for being lazy D: hope you all have fun? hahah omg i cannot imagine melvis doing the maori thing. ah but nvm i shall sleep soon.

pictures :D

for once sandy's hand is white. HAHA

the fuzzy caterpillar!

and last but not least... *drumroll*

amanda the cockroach! TADAH :D

cute right :D

When you love someone, and they break your heart
Don't give up on love, have faith and restart.

You're the light that makes my darkness disappear

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 13:08:28 GMT

HELLO EVERYBODY!
something stupid just happened D:
i rubbed my eye then my thumb cramped up -.- it's a sign! it's telling me not to rub my eye. haha

anyway i shall not blog much today in order to concentrate on my IH ESSAY. yeah man i'm such a good girl.
sandy, today you are lucky :D but maybe tomorrow i will decide to blog about interesting events of today yeah :D

i bathed for 30 min today after reaching home because i was so smelly and dirty ): i smelled like the outdoor cooking ash :O
i like to be squaky clean heehee (:
going back to my essay, goodbye!

IH ESSAY ):

Sun, 15 Jun 2008 14:20:42 GMT

IH essay, you should just burn and die!
>:(

on another note, the annoyed emoticon is so cute :O hehe.

Sun, 15 Jun 2008 10:10:36 GMT

HELLOHELLO
church passed really quickly today because all the hymns were so short :O

breakfast was with the usual people and after breakfast we just walked around funan centre. went to the stationery store and saw huge erasers :O like as big as my hand! so cute! but so impractical ): cannot fit into a normal sized pencilcase lor. then i went to times bookshop and looked at magazines.

today i went shopping with my mother again hehe. my brother was there for like the first 20min then he went off the the PC show where he bought a new computer mouse from.
we walked to robinson's at raffles city after church :D and then we took advantage of the GST offset again HAHA :D my brother bought 2 belts. actually he only wanted one but that one was too long, so the person helped him to cut it shorter. and while the person was cutting, i spotted a nicer belt! no need to punch holes one, it's like some airplane seatbelt! my brother saw it and liked it a lot so ended up buying two for him :D
after that my mother and i went to walk around robinson's but couldn't find anything nice. so we went to roxy and i bought a t-shirt yay (: after that we ate subway for lunch (: they ran out of ice lemon tea so i bought the bottle one -.- ya after lunch we went to walk around again. went to AnBC to look around and saw cute stickers! but i didn't buy any ): so expensive lah! ): yeah then we went to jason's the marketplace and bought some stuff. then we went to dorothy perkins & topshop. wanted to buy this suuuuppperrrr nice shoe! but ): no size. i'm UK 4.5 and nowhere has that size okay. grow feet grow! go and be a size 5! (:
after that we went to levi's and i bought 2 t-shirts! one with cute little birds on it and the other one was something about trees.

and then we went home!

and now i need to go make my orange juice and then go for dinner
my IH assignment is like, dead. i have 73 words. go me!
byebye :D

When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 08:14:56 GMT

HELLO tuition is in 1 hour and 10 min :/
i'm going to be lonely! maybe i should pretend that i forgot that tuition resumes today and not go :D
good idea eh.
councillors had their camp yesterday and today and something tells me that weiqing and ann won't come for tuition. lonely D: what if i end up with the weird girl :/// ohhh man ><

hmm anyway my maid is really sneaky! i bet she was either slacking/sleeping/watching tv in the living room when my mom and i came back from lunch. then when we came back, she turned off all the lights/fans, opened the door and suddenly disappeared. it's as if she's guilty or something like that. hmm. anyway the tell-tale sign that she was sitting there is that the fan was still turning (inertia!)
my mother is going to tell her not to be so sneaky next time (or so she says)

today my mother and i went to parkway! :D we went to popular to buy TYS for me :D and pen refills also. spent like super long trying to decide which one to buy -.- anyway the sun was really hot D: and so i was like sweating! then in popular my sweat was like dripping and my mother was shocked because she wasn't feeling hot at all ._. oh we bought fish food too and i saw lots of Flat's friends :D same species, only smaller because Flat is really big now hehe :D then my mother bought the sesame seed storing thing (whatever it's called, some shaking shaking thing -.-) and we went back to parkway and dumped the stuff back into the car.
after that we went to walk around since we both weren't that hungry yet (had breakfast at 11am) yep and so i asked my mother "can we go over to that side? (where marks&spencer's and all that are)" and then she said "why do you need to ask? we have a lot of time." and so i changed my words and said "okay LET'S GO to that side"
and then we went to marks & spencer's! bought food and food and pasta+pasta sauce (on sale!) and my mother bought a t-shirt. we were taking advantage of the GST offset haha and all the sale :D yay for sale. oh and in the store, i was looking around while my mother went to try on the t-shirt and then i went to all the toiletries section. then i saw this body spray thing, and i thought it's just like water (like the evian one) and so i decided to spray it on my hand for fun. in the end it was some stinky perfume D:< and i almost died in agony because it was like super @*&@# stinky ROAR. then i was quite agonised and i went around to look for other stuff to spray over the perfume but i decided not to make it worse. anyway i washed my hand like 3 times (with soap!) and the smell is still there ):
after marks&sparks we went to eat lunch! at mos burger so i could drink my milk tea (: and then i was super damn cold D: like teeth-chattering kind of cold. then we went to... cold storage -.- so i practically froze. my hands and fingers were like ice! then i went to look around and saw the Dars chocolate. on the Dars chocolate, they have that temperature thingy that changes colour at different temperatures (purple is super cold, pale pink is least cold). so i wanted to make it change from pink to pale pink using my body temperature from my fingers, instead it changed to dark pink D: see how cold i was. i was quite shocked O:
and after that we went home (:

so here i ammmm :D
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firefox > internet explorer hahaha hooray for firefox!

okay that's all.
yesterday i went out with joleen :D
kungfu panda is nice! but the cinema is totally crap -.- wahpiang i'm never going to that cinema ever again haha it's totally crap.
then we went national library to do maths (i did 7 questions!)

GOODBYE :D

The sky's the limit

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 11:52:19 GMT

hello. my eyes hurt because i used the computer too long. but not very long what! ): since 6oclock. or maybe 5oclock. maybe 430? whatever time i stopped doing my work -.-

i waste a lot of time recently! (more than usual)
today i lay awake in bed for like 1 hour because i didn't feel like getting up. and then i went to bathe, and ate lunch. didn't even have time for breakfast and then my maid called me to eat lunch already :O
i was slightly irritated with lunch because i told my mother i didn't want rice & dishes again but there you go, rice and dishes for lunch ): maybe she forgot to tell my maid. ohwell. then i spent 1 hour reading the newspapers (today is Urban day! :D) before finally settling down to do my work -.-

i'm free tomorrow! i might consider doing my zuowen tomorrow.
okay i considered.
and decided i shan't. because it totally sucks! 2000 words like who wants to do man -.-
maybe i will do my IH essay..... yeah right.

today i wrote my yan jiang ci! but it might be too short because it's a little bit less than 1 piece of paper. then again, who wants to talk for so long in a speech hehe.
my yan jiang ci is lame and repetitive ): because i couldn't think of what else to talk about already.

CHACE CRAWFORD :D
he's soooooo :D :D :D!!
haha :D sighhhh~

i cannot remember the Reach lyrics D: never mind i still have quite a few days. i can remember the first stanza and the chorus, that's all. the bridge is hard to remember D: but nvm i will listen to it on repeat until i'm sick of it :/ that's normally how i remember lyrics. i remember the medley! omg i wanted to die because my itunes hung on that song so it kept repeating and hooray i remembered the lyrics.
i wonder if i can still remember the retro dance D: i can only roughly remember it now :/ oops.

ahhhh the school gives too much homework it's so irritating D: i mean, one super long 2k+ word essay is enough to kill me but not in chinese lahhhhh ): chinese makes it so much worse okay! on the bright side, that's the only chinese homework i have left (:
boo i want to go overseas! i want to go shopping also. okay i have nothing to buy but that's not the point of shopping D:
tonight i will try and finish my math ws 8.1 (left with 3 qns!) but then i don't know how to do ): matrices can kill! my mother and brother are mad to say it's the easiest topic ever. i think that 1+1=2 is the easiest ever okay. :/
tonight i have the help of my mother and 2 A-math textbooks! (mine and my bro's).. so go iris! hooray.

next week is filled with guides :O
monday: SJAB outdoor cooking
tuesday: campfire item rehearsal
wednesday: -
thursday: soak firewood & build campfire structure :/
friday: not sure yet

RAHHH SCHOOL IS STARTING D:
i still haven't killed _ or burnt _'s house down yet. SOMEDAY D: and then i'll get arrested and die.
boooo ):

TIME FOR DINNER (:
there has been a rumbly in my tummy for a long time (since 3oclock but i was too lazy to walk downstairs for a bite)
come on dinner! i hope the food is nice :O if it's not, :(

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 14:24:45 GMT

):<
i'm so full of 烦恼s that i stupidly brought upon myself.
now i cannot stop thinking about them and i've very @!#*@RWR($@$@ over it ):
there's nobody to listen to my fan naos now ):

i miss many people ):
i miss joleen! why did you go for your chalet!! i want to talk to youuu ):
i miss batchmates, even though i just saw them recently and saw 2 of them today ):
i miss my study group six ):

suckssss
this totally sucks. i want to hide in a bigbigbig hole D:

goodbye.

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 11:52:48 GMT

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

):

The sun is on my side and takes me for a ride

Tue, 03 Jun 2008 09:37:23 GMT

TODAY IS A RAINY DAY! since i woke up it hasn't stopped raining! it stopped once, for like half an hour and then it started to rain again.
thank you thank you to the weather! thank you for holding the rain in until today and let the 6 of us have fun yesterday (:

anyway yesterday was super fun hahaha hooray :D
6 of us (okay 5 if you dont count hsinfang) went to hsinfang's house to play! i was the 2nd person to reach her house so hilary, hsinfang and i boiled the pasta which was our lunch. her mother cooked the rest of it after we boiled it.

after lunch we went... cycling! :D ohyeah i owe hilary some money for the cycling though i can't remember how much :/ we rented 3 tandem bikes and i cycled with hilary (: hsinfang cycled with sam, jo cycled with jinfaye. hilary and i managed to get the hang of it quite fast so, yay for us! at the starting part, we raced a bit and then i was screaming like some mad idiot because hilary was paddling really fast to overtake jinfaye and joanna D: but it was fun anyway! (: hehe. it rained a few drops and we were all quite agonized but then after a while the sun came back again! see, have faith in the sun! haha
we sang songs along the way and went all the way to the road beside the runways at changi airport. we missed a plane taking off! when we left, it just took off -.- so we missed it by a very short moment. anyway the journey from the bike rental shop to the runway took 45 min! so we decided to turn around after the runway and head back to the shop since we only had 45 min left.
saw many adidas Sundown signs! "Impossible is nothing"! wanted to take pictures of/with it but ohwell! i was being a friendly git so i was waving to lots of people! even the bgls in the lorry heh :D and policemen! and the guy in the funny bike who cycled really fast and overtook us :O anyway they all said hi/waved back :D
we saw a pufferfish-like fish washed up on the shore! it was really fat D: anyway hsinfang and sam kept lagging behind ): and towards the end they gave up and started walking and pushing their bikes. their reason was that their butts hurt too much haha!
returned our bikes, then bought drinks! shared 100plus with hilary and we finished it in less than 5 mins :O then we walked back to hsinfang's condo :D we were debating and arguing over which was the road that leads back to the condo and sadly, hsinfang was wrong D: which is shocking but anyway we saw a big big big spider on the way there and back! and someone screamed (forgot who).

after cycling, we had our pocky party in hsinfang's room hehe. then we all took turns to change into our swimsuits to go swimming :D hooray i love my new swimsuit (and so does joanna haha) jinfaye and i were slathering on sunblock because she doesn't want to get a tan and i don't want to get a sunburn. then we headed to the pool(s)! :D we're the black swimsuit club! all 6 of us had black swimsuits COOL RIGHT! :D swam around, suntanned, and went to play in the diving pool! sam can dive! her dive is super nice, whereas hilary, jinfaye and i just go splat ): we went from pool to pool! from the river pool to the pool with the waterfalls to the kids pool then to the normal pool then the jacuzzi pool then ended off with the diving pool! and after that we all got out and went to bathe. tossed the soap and shampoo around. after bathing, we went back to hsinfang's condo to eat.... BREAD! made by her mother which is super nice! (can fight with bakeries) yeah and super nice too :D there was luncheon meat bread and cheese sausage bread. shared the luncheon meat one and cheese sausage one with jinfaye :D i love her mother's bread its super nice! roar! after that sam went home and we just sat around and talked. went onto the sofas and 5 of us almost fell asleep while waiting for dinner. our talking session turned into bitching session and then hsinfang's mother came back to cook dinner for us (: hsinfang ate her dinner half asleep and then after dinner we all went home :D hsinfang's mother fetched me home, yay.

so yesterday was super fun :D i got a tan (slightly) and i was super happy yesterday because it's the first time the 6 of us can actually have a common day to go out and play :D after eoys, we were thinking of going overseas, like to genting or whatever. hehehe i love the study group six <3!

i love rainy days (but not when we want to go out and play)
today i did my math ws 7.1 except for 2 qns (dont know how to do) and i did one lijiewenda from the O-lvl book. actually come to think of it, it's quite pathetic and unproductive ): nvm i feel accomplished can already. the day hasn't ended yet! i still have time to do more work hohohoho.
tomorrow is company outing! :D i'm a referee lah D: but nvm, looking forward to it! hope it's fun. after that we have batch outing is it? hmm i don't know haha.
TUITION SUCKS! i don't want to go for tuition. but then i want to go for tuition also -.- i want to go for chem tuition with hsinfang and hilary! ok we shall see.

BYE!

And I need you like a heart needs a beat

Wed, 28 May 2008 11:00:47 GMT

argh i hate it when videos load slowly, then i will have nothing to do.
anyway i am so going to start work tonight, i'm serious. i'm going to do my LA compre! i already took the compre paper, my foolscap paper and my pencil case out, so that's a start! hooray for me.

oh i suddenly like to listen to english songs a lot more (as compared to other languages like chinese/korean/jap) yeah i wonder why!

anyway today after remedial, i went to raffles city with hilary and hsinfang to eat lunch (among other stuff)
SUBWAY :D haha yeah then as usual i was the slowest to finish ._. and after that we went to walk around. went to RI! and some other shops too. HAHA it's the only time we can ever truly say we're going to RI.
blahblah we went home together. i love easters! :D

woohoo i reached home at 410 today! tadahh :D thank you to hsinfang's mother for fetching us all home (:

i'm still bored, stupid video faster load D: maybe i should just watch some other day -.- haha okay we shall see
goodbye! (wth i typed goodnight at first -.-)

[edit]
HOHO i've sort of started on my LA compre :D i took the foolscap paper and wrote my name, class, date and register number. i was quite tempted to write the date as this: 280508 (really!) because i don't even think i would have believed it myself that i'm gonna start my JUNE HOLIDAY HOMEWORK during the first week of the june holidays. that hasn't happened since like, 17410248214 years ago (if i ever lived that long -.-) well it did happen once in primary school, but i was competing with someone to see who could finish our hw first haha. or maybe it happened more than once! i remember being a somewhat good girl in primary school :D either that, or we had no homework. hehe.
i wonder who would be proud of my for starting on my homework so soon! the next thought would be when would i finish my homework. because i could take a whole month to do it and finish my work on 220608 at 1159pm.
TADAH i'm starting to ramble byebye (:
tonight after dinner i shall eat some more green tea chocolate that isn't really chocolate, among other things! (my mother said: "are you sure that's all you're gonna eat?" and so i added in the phrase "among other things") tsk.
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Tue, 27 May 2008 09:57:19 GMT

hello! :D
HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO EVERYBODY :D
and i still have to go to school for remedials this whole week. there goes 1/4 of the holiday bleh ):

i reached home at 4oclock today, not bad right (: actually i could have reached home at 330pm but then all the waiting time for bus/train made it 4oclock instead.
hooray for the rain :D i think rainy season is starting! i love rain, yay! walked home under my small umbrella today and my bag got wet because well, my umbrella is really small :O only suitable for people like me -.-

maybe tonight i will start on holiday homework and be like some nerd hahah (no offence to people who have started)
anyway i was reading my book until 12am last night/this morning and i finished my book haha hooray. read Cleo too heheh. anyway i totally forgot about chemistry ws until i went to sleep and woke up halfway >( but i decided to leave it to the morning to do yep. turns out lots of people also didn't do then they were all doing during chinese! hilary and i listened (really we did!) during chinese and after that we did chem ws during the break. yay for us :D

ate at TNH after school with the SGS (go figure) then we all went our separate ways haha. invited joanna to come over but then she decided not to. or rather, hsinfang convinced her not to? i don't know. she was like hesitating at the bus stop whether to go home, go library, go my house or go AMK with hf. i think in the end she went AMK? should be.

i'm bored now.
OHYEAHHHH hooray for the Great Singapore Sale which started last friday! shopping! (: i went shopping with my mother on Saturday. we went to raffles city! bought some stuff. not a lot of stuff haha yep. anyway i want to go to parkway this saturday! shall see if my mother is willing to go too :D i want to buy the dorothy perkins shorts! i like! haha. and i need a new swimsuit because mine is dyingggg ): it's all fluffy over time. i've had it since sec 1 and beyond :O since p6 i think? haha but it's my favourite favourite favourite swimsuit of all time. i don't know why, i just like it haha. i like the thingy at the back though i don't know how to describe it. yep.
SWIMMING ON MONDAY AT HSINFANG'S HOUSE :D maybe cycling at ECP too? haha omg! hope nothing unfortunate happens and everything goes according to plan because other than next monday, there's no other day where we can all go swimming together ): because sam will be leaving for europe, hilary will be leaving for melbourne! boo.
we must have study sessions! :D

my post is so crappy. my eyes are rather tired so i shan't look at words anymore! byebye :D
(wooh my post is so full of acronyms :O)

And now I walk around without a care,

Thu, 22 May 2008 11:39:43 GMT

hey it rained! (: well it stopped already, but hooray for rain.

im so super damn sleepy and yet i'm like letting time fly away while i'm here blogging. blah.
a letter came in the mail today from the National Environmental Agency trying to raise awareness for global warming and energy efficiency (omg need to collect the badges!) and yeah so since it was addressed to the resident, i opened it! after all, i am a resident of my own house :D yup its a nice letter they gave stickers and magnets :D now i can stick the magnets on the fridge yayyyy~ i love having magnets on my fridge, makes it so colourful and attractive (sort of) so i keep going to the fridge to open it -.- okay that's bad. HAHA nvm.

went swimming for math remedial, hooray! got darker, so now i look normal since normally i'm like as white as a sheet -.- roar.
sabbaticals were fun again today, except that we were really tired after swimming then the other hour we were half-dead haha.

today i slept on the bus and didn't want to wake up :/ but i did anyway! met hsinfang at newton and we train-ed home together with our big bags that kept crashing into people (especially hers wahpiang haha)
mm footdrill tmrw. need to polish boots and prepare uniform. i want to sleep! haven't done footdrill for so long D: i hope i won't die tomorrow. anyway tomorrow's our last official cca session !#@!#*!#! nooooo ): i want cca! i will feel so empty without cca every friday and plc every tuesday. sigh.
ohwell, i guess all things eventually have to come to an end.

mm im going to watch american idol finale tonight (: i alrd know who won but nvm because i like to watch :D i'm going to sacrifice my disney channel! because it's a 2-hour show, if im not wrong. hahah byebye hannah montana HAHAHA omg.

goodbye i shall continue playing freecell now (: and look around youtube for videos to watch. haha i was watching old N-SYNC videos just now.
HILARY! that song that we heard at watson's is Pop by N-SYNC! :D haha a-may-zing! (:

Wed, 21 May 2008 13:32:52 GMT

HELLO WHOZ DA MAN?
haha!

okay today was quite fun eh :D
tomorrow will be EVEN BETTER!!! :D :D :D!
we're gonna go SWIMMING SWIMMING YAYYYYY~ :D hope nothing will ruin the swimming plans omgzxzx i will just cry and die and be really sad way way way after i died ):
i love maths remedial it totally is da bombz manzx. HAHA yeah so anyway tomorrow we're gonna play some math game in the swimming pool woohoooo! uber fun-ness :D

mm yeah that's all.
suddenly lost all the mood to blog, all the excitement and everything.

people always ask, why can't life be perfect? but it's all these imperfections that actually make life what it is. if life were perfect, nobody would need to improve themselves in any way. everyone would just stay where they are, stagnated and always at the same place. nobody strives to improve.
i really shouldn't think so much, argh.

i feel really distant somehow ): distant from.. well, some things/people/everything.
and once again, why is it always you? roar ):

get well soon joleen (: i want to see you tmr! so you better sleep early okay! take care <3

Tue, 20 May 2008 15:32:35 GMT

hi i'm going to risk sounding like a dork here,
but i just realised that New Delhi is in India! :O okay wow hooray for me.
i used to think Dubai is in India (wait, is it in india ._. or is it in middle east)
OK I SHOULD STOP MAKING MYSELF LOOK IDIOTIC D:
~~but i really dont know ><~~

hmm, i just finished my R&Rs! well, almost. technically i'm done but then i need to redo one article so i can cover all the 6 stupid topics, roar >( so yep i'm left with 1 haha yay. at least i managed to cover all 6. according to jo and sam, i won't get a mark if i don't cover all the 6 topics.
sorry for not listening in class but @$#&@R@ how come i didn't know -.- yeah well now i do! and although i think it's really stupid, i've got no choice so there you go, a wide range of topics.

yep we calculated our MSGs and percentages today (basically the CA1 stuff) eh yeah, i won't say my results suck or whatever because i know what it feels like to have people who did better than you whining away about doing really badly, when you did worse. and it doesn't feel very good at all.
so i shall just say one thing: i better improve D: or at this rate i'll be under special review in HC next year.
GO HILARY we will improve improve improve! we shall not be under special review yeah! :D we can do it! (:

i need to be more alert to smses and calls on my hp D:
sorry hilary for not replying for 1 entire hour ): my phone was on the far side of the bed, bleh. nvm now it's in front of me, ready to receive any smses that come in HAHA wth. anyway hope you finished your bio sia already (:
especially with my WHOZ DA MAN abstract haha it's a cool name, don't you think? just suddenly thought of it so decided to type it into the email to amuse you hehe.

i havent gone online for a long long time! maybe tomorrow, maybe the day after. just not today because i'm gonna sleep soon. a big big improvement from my 2am yesterday (this morning?) yep.
so, goodnight everybody (:
hope sabbaticals will continue to be fun for the rest of the week!
e-learning is rather fun haha, maths remedial is super fun! :D

byebyebyebye!